One year ago today my sweet grandpa passed away. I get tears when I think about him, he holds such a tender place in my heart. The loss I felt at his death was unlike anything I've experienced. I remember the feelings I had at his funeral, I wrote in my journal,
"I didn't want to see grandpa's casket, I didn't want proof he's gone, but I slowly made my way in and sobbed as I stared at his angelic face. I longed for his eyes to open and see that lively sparkle, or for him to reach up and punch my arm with that little grin on his face. I wanted him to be standing next to me, holding my arm to steady himself. I'll never forget the way his smile lit up the room when he entered... imagine the way Heaven must of lit up when he arrived. "
I miss him, but I know he isn't too far. He is still an influence in my life and I'll always cherish my sweet grandpa.
2 comments:
Mel, that was such a beautiful tribute to Grandpa (daddy). Sunday, the talks were all about hope, and faith, and it made me think a lot about Joy and Gramps. Kind of a weepy day for me. Good thing we know that we'll be able to see everyone again.
Mel, that was so beautiful. It made me my eyes leak. You are so good at expressing how you fee. Thanks for sharing that.
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